Kevin Kotmuell

I’m a 42 year old virgin payFAGGOT from Germany. Since I’m a sexless loser clown for ladies who spit in my face and laugh at me, and alwas have been mobbed, humiliated and broken to tears by bigdicked Alphas and their girlfriends, I’m such a loser that I voluntarily drive to cinemas, fitness centers etc., get on my knees in alpha piss and clean and polish the toilets and urinals. Because one time, the lady who humiliated me the most and especially loved to publicly humiliate me, share pictures of me crying etc. with her friends, spat in my face and told me that in her opinion, fagcucks like me should be chained to a urinal, so they can be pissed at, degraded and broken by alphas all day and spot-clean and polish the toilets, urinals, floor etc. in turn. And that then I’d also not harrass the ladies </333.

I have been mentally broken by this findom cashlady, her boyfriend and her friends for the last 10 years. She took everything from me, humiliated me to tears by having me wear a pink satin dress (the Sirs took from me while the Ladies were humiliating me, spitting at me and laughing at me) or maid's outfit… and as many cum filled condoms they could tie to a hairhoop and I had to wear </3 *every* time she and her friends came to beat me up and take everything, *every* time I got a paycheck. The lady allowed me EUR 20 per week *if* I *absolutely* behaved and didn't dare to open my f**** pisshole of a mouth (like the whiny bitchfag shitstain that I am, she said) at ladies and alphas. Just handing over the paycheck and doing what ladies and alphas said was not enough for allowance – I had to pro-actively and politely beg for my paycheck to be please taken *right* when I got it, provide wine and snacks out of my pocket money – how I did it was not her problem, she said and spat in my face, not her problem that I'm such an abusable # and loser, and she was getting really angry about it – and always go out of my way to be a good fagbitch to them. Everytime they visited "the f**** cunt's shithole", as they said, I had to wear a humbler, hunched over, keys on the counter for the ladies and alphas.

She also got very angry when I once was so and asked for release out of chastity </3 It was an extra small device and I didn't know it would really be forever :((( There exists an photo of how my ""'s head is squeazed through holes of the chastity belt, it was really hurtful each time and basically broke my 's head over time. She just posted a smilie that was throwing up below the photo :(( When I got whiny, she said okay, she discussed it with her boyfriend, and they might let me out next time they come to get the paycheck. They opened it, took it off, I thought after two years I might be allowed to wank, but instead they all laughed, dragged me to the toilet, put my dick between toilet bowl and seat, and the alphas sat down one after the other, laughing, hopping etc., the ladies also laughing, and my broke twice :(( Then they put out two cigarettes on my dick (I have photos which I can also upload) to mark me as virgin shitstain f**** for life. I was allowed to stay out of chastity until it healed (but is still visible), the broken remained basically crippled, and then back into chastity, and this time she said it's for life </3 :((

Last year, she and her boyfriend threw me "out with the garbage and shit" as she said, because they got married, moved and planned children. After ten years and taking everything, breaking me, they threw me away, down the toilet "like shit" she said.

Today I got an email from her, my heart raced, I thought either she maybe really does want me in her life, or maybe it's for again taking money. But she just sent a link to https://test.exposedfaggots.com/ and said I should go out and clean gents toilets and urinals in cinemas, bars, fitness centers etc. and expose myself on the site *each time*. </333 :'(((

Sir Ashton Boss Sir, please, please I'm begging you on my knees, completely mentally broken, mobbed virgin payfaggot cuckbitch, please may I apply to be your toilet-cleaning cripple-cocked cleaning f****? I will clean and polish every toilet bowl, every stall-floor, urinals etc., and each time photos and #-.

I'm crying infront of the photos of the lady that broke me and the losers like me on this site and -bosses like Sir Ashton Boss Sir. Please, please may I go out and clean the toilets for you like the f**** laughing stock that I am.

Thank you Sir! Thank you!!

– urinalfaggot