i came out as trans almost 10 years ago.
- If i’m being honest, for me only (not all trans folks) i’m just a boy f****, though. i continued to constantly feel the need to be treated like the f**** i am after coming out. i was thinking about being a f**** the entire time i was working up to getting hormones. i thought it would go away, but ot never did. At least i got tits and am sterile for whoever becomes my . i want so badly to finally come out as what i really am.
Oddly, the fear feels the same as a “trans person” as it did when i was still in all the closets. At least everyone knows i’m queer now. Not the extent of my need to be owned and treated like a f**** piece of shit though. 
