25 year old closet fag!

I’m a 25 year old south Asian in the closet faggot I’ve been exposing myself since I was 18 year old and soo many men have used and abused and have my pictures and videos I regretted it as I got older but I can’t help but accept I’m a faggot and I love being a submissive bitch for alpha males. I’ve always wanted to be on here but never got the courage I’m gonna celebrate after this by getting drunk and fucked in a hotel room once this uploaded in a gay faggot exposed